Sunday, November 17, 2013

Godness

I close my eyes,
And feel these feelings
Inside my soul.
For me its scary.
I don't let go.
I don't trust anything.
But when I'm with you I feel things I locked away.
And it feels so good to trust.
I open up with a smile,
And let you in.
Thoughts and feelings course through my veins.
They settle in my heart.
They go out again and rumble through me.
Even when you're not around,
A smile and a song you sing belong to me.
They circulate thru me,
Never stopping,
Resting within me to play again and singing within my soul until the music starts to play again.
They wait until the magic can happen.
And all the pieces combine.
There I am looking at you.
I smile and you smile back at me.
I never knew how good it could feel to just sit back and be at peace.
I'll always have the memory with me in my heart and I'm stealing a little piece of your song to be mine forever.
A sweet memory no one can ever take from me, framed with the image of your smile never to be erased.

Learning to know you I realized some things are worth waiting for.
Then you had me and I ... still waiting to see if you wanted me.
The other man in my life was making room for you.
He accepts me graciously and loves you more than I or anyone else ever could.
He's so good!
Oh how I hope his light shines in you.
You're gifted by him and empowered by the spirit to make an impact on the world.
And I know you will.
With your smile.
With your music.
With your soul.
With the goodness within you.
Goodness is so damn good shared.

1 Corinthians 2:9 NIV

However, as it is written: “What no eye has seen, what no ear has heard, and what no human mind has conceived” — the things God has prepared for those who love him—